Darren LeBlanc

a missing blog entry (part 2)

I usually travel a lot in the summer. For years now, there always seems to be frequent trips I need to take for work in the May through July time frame. Last year wasn’t that busy though. I think part of it was just that I wasn’t fully “up to my game”.  I was focusing so much on trying to cure cancer (literally and figuratively) that I probably wasn’t employee of the year material – a recognition I garnered the year before. Regardless, as of May 1st, my calendar was uncannily light. But before long I get a call that there is an important meeting in FL and I need to be there. I don’t usually “get calls” about traveling. Mostly, I make my schedule based on what we need to accomplish and how the team is doing across the country. But this time…it wasn’t my idea.

Misty wasn’t doing perfectly, but traveling for work is part of my job and frankly she and I were both talking like she was going to be healed and we should live life normally. She was still basically doing everything on her own, but we were starting to be a little more desperate in our hopes for a cure. The unending barrage of bad news was getting to us.

For a few weeks prior to that point, we had been bombarded with emails and calls telling us to watch this Lakeland Revival on tv…so we did. It was a huge gathering led by Todd Bentley and focused very clearly on healing. There were wild claims of people being healed left and right. He had someone on the phone one night that swore he was in the hospital room with a man that just came back to life, that very minute. We weren’t sure what to make of it, but at that point…we were open to whatever. In talking with our friends Timm and Meg Ziegler, it turned out that they had been discussing the same Revival and deliberating about whether or not to ask us to go. Two or three spiritual leaders in their lives had recommended it to them so we it came up that we both at thought about it, we entertained it. I was already going…so we decided to go as a group.

It was almost as if the stars collided on this one; I get a random call to be in FL requiring me to fly in on Sunday night (Sunday was Mothers Day), so that’s the night we planned to go to the service. Well, after we bought our tickets we heard Bentley announce that Sunday night was going to be dedicated to praying for mothers…and for people with terminal cancer. He prophesied that greater miracles then we had seen yet, would happen on Sunday night.

Sunday morning came and it was time to head out. Everything was normal. We were up early and on our way to the Ziegler’s. We carpooled down to Atlantic City from their house (the flights were notably cheaper there). But from about 10 minutes after we got in their car…things were not normal anymore. Misty sat close, right next to me in the backseat of their jeep. I could feel her hands tighten on my arm…something was wrong. I tried to talk with her but in a matter of moments I could notice her speech was getting worse. She managed to tell me that her right eye started going out; her vision faded in and out. It was only a handful of minutes later when she began telling me that her right ear started to go in and out. When we got there Misty needed more help than ever to get out of the car but she walked…even though not for long. Luckily, Timm had expected long lines and waiting, so he brought a wheelchair so she’d be comfortable. The  night before I had told him that I didn’t think we needed it…but clearly I was wrong. I’m still glad he didn’t listen to me.

Now…I began to be terrified by this situation. For so long, I had been trusting our doctors to manage the symptoms and to respond to the emergencies we experienced regularly. But now, I’m taking Misty and, against all likely medical guidance, getting on a plane headed for Florida. She is literally deteriorating before our very eyes and I find myself with the decision to either turn around and go back to the comfort of our doctors (with what was going on, I’d have called the doctor right away and taken her in) or get in a plane where there will be no doctors and no real emergency medical team of the caliber she would need. This had my stomach in knots like it had never been…and has not ever been to this day. I sat there next to her, now in the wheelchair, and I was terrified. I felt like we were in a sick dream. I was almost convinced that she was going to die on that plane if we chose to push on. I prayed. Timm and Megan waited up by security as I sat with Misty. I wasn’t sure I was getting any answer from God. I recall noting that he certainly seems quiet sometimes.

It came down to reason. The doctors here were great at making her comfortable and treating what they could, but she still had cancer and was still moving closer to death by that unconquerable disease. We had to try right? In the Bible, people came from all over to be touched by Jesus (and were healed!) and if Jesus were really showing up down there, well, we had to take that step…in faith. But to be honest, I’m almost surprised with the decision I made that day. It adds up on paper nicely, but when I was there…it wasn’t so easy.

Orlando was hot, but bearable. You could definitely feel Florida though coming off the plane onto the Jetway. The airport though, would soon prove to be one of the most intriguing pieces of this story. Outside we found our rental car, nothing extravagant, but it did the job. All settled, we headed for the exit. We stopped at the booth just before the exit and the woman check our paperwork. I turned to Misty in the passenger seat and noted how friendly this woman was. It was unusual enough for a friendly person like myself to note it. She gets my drivers license and lifts her eye briskly. You really couldn’t miss her eyes. I’m not making this up a bit to describe them as piercing. I recall finding them equally unusual to her demeanor. “New Jersey, huh?” She says with a somewhat familiar, but inquisitive tone. “I am from New Jersey”. “Really?” I respond. She then proceeds to tell us that she is from Lakewood and that she used to go to a church there called Calvary Lighthouse. Are you kidding me? Is this some weird joke? Timm and I were both on staff at Calvary Lighthouse at that time (him full-time, me part-time). We responded with fairly “Holy Cow”-like interjections and looked at each other a bit taken aback. But she continued to almost ramble about other topics as if she were my ADD ridden self in 6th grade homeroom. When the papers were done she did something that is burned into my mind like a branding iron’s mark on a bull. The booth was slightly higher than the car so she leaned her head down in an almost awkward position to get a direct view of Misty, who by the way, looked basically normal. You couldn’t in any way tell she had sever brain cancer unless she tried to talk…which she didn’t. Anyway, the woman’s voice changed, from bubbly and quick with occasional high pitched laughs, to smooth, deliberate and gentle…though clearly exhorting. She looks Misty in the eye and raises her finger to point across my chest towards Misty. “And you” she said. “You trust God. Whatever comes…life or death…you just trust God”. Then with one quick sweep she is back up and her voice is back up as well: “Ok, you guys have a great time whatever you are down here for. And oh, wait, did you need a GPS? Oh, ok sorry, hah hah, ok. Have a great one now! See y’all later!”

Coming Soon – Part 3: Misty’s National Television Debut

Did you miss Part 1? Read it HERE

26 comments

26 Comments so far

  1. Lyndsay Oka June 3rd, 2009 8:47 am

    Wow.

  2. Terri Roberts June 3rd, 2009 9:17 am

    Powerful!

  3. Victoria June 3rd, 2009 9:24 am

    i cannot wait for the LORD to reveal the mysteries in our lives when we are finally home!

    this is amazing…can’t wait for part 3

  4. emilie olson June 3rd, 2009 9:46 am

    I am speechless with goosebumps- amazing!

  5. WOW
    WOW
    WOW!

    I totally have goosebumps. Can’t wait to read PART 3!!!

  6. Mary Weaver June 3rd, 2009 11:07 am

    That just gave me goosebumps!

  7. Stacia Jacob June 3rd, 2009 11:13 am

    There’s not one detail that the Lord isn’t in control of… sometimes I think we just miss it b/c we’re too busy, or distracted, or overwhelmed. What an awesome story of an awesome God. It’s an encouragement to keep my eyes, mind, and heart open to the amazing things that He has planned for me.

  8. Yvonne Moss June 3rd, 2009 7:12 pm

    Builds my faith as there have been times when He has directed me to speak to a stranger. It’s about 50/50 that I obey. Getting better. She was bold. God bless her.

  9. Emily (Kosh) DeMarco June 3rd, 2009 9:51 pm

    Thank you so much for sharing these stories with us!

  10. Kristi June 3rd, 2009 11:23 pm

    Entertaining angels? love it. Can’t wait to hear the rest of the story.

  11. jaime June 4th, 2009 1:23 am

    This afternoon my friend and I were discussing things like how to differentiate His will from our own, how we hear Him, and how do we know He is there when sometimes, indeed, He seems so quiet. This is such a beautiful and powerful story reminding me that He IS there. Sometimes I really don’t know how He got there. Such strange places He gets. But, there He is.Thanks for sharing, Darren.

  12. Robor June 4th, 2009 5:26 am

    Not sure that this is true:), but thanks for a post.
    Thanks
    Robor

  13. Misty's Mom June 4th, 2009 9:21 am

    This is for Robor: It is true
    I saved the text message that Darren sent to my cell phone on May 11th at 11:29am. It reads- We ran into a lady who randomly said she used to go to Calvary and out of nowhere told Misty to have faith….crazy

  14. Christine June 4th, 2009 3:19 pm

    An Angel!

    What a story!

  15. Genevieve June 4th, 2009 3:19 pm

    Go Claudia :)

  16. Valerie Trimmer June 4th, 2009 4:19 pm

    Truley and totally amazing!

  17. darren June 4th, 2009 4:32 pm

    Thanks Mom,
    I didn’t know you saved that text…can you forward it to me?

  18. timm June 4th, 2009 10:09 pm

    I remember that we were hungry after leaving the rental car place? When we entered the quick mart, we both looked at each other and kind of giggled in total disbelief and said, “Did that really just happen?” And darren did his lack of breath laughter hyperventalate thing, and we just stared at each other and had a crazy surreal moment? I remember how excited I was at that point, good memories. I miss your girl too. Love ya man

  19. Melissa K and family June 5th, 2009 3:02 pm

    Darren,
    amazing! This reminds me of when my first son Noah was born and the doctor came down from the ICU to tell me he didn’t know what was wrong with him and he “wasn’t out of the woods yet” there I lay recovering from a c-section and the craziness of really awful delivery and I said to the doctor, “I have the peace that passes understanding…” and he reached over and grabbed my hand and bent over me really close so I could hear him and he said, “and it will guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus.” needless to say….I knew God was there and had everything under control. amazing.

  20. Katy Coleman June 5th, 2009 7:11 pm

    I really like Timm’s spot-on description of Darren’s “lack of breath laughter hyperventilate thing”. And with goose bumps, I eagerly await part 3. Awesome writing, Darren!

  21. Tammy June 5th, 2009 9:28 pm

    this was fantastic and I cannot wait for you to share more.

  22. tracey speck cistaro June 5th, 2009 11:26 pm

    WOW!!! amazing…so looking forward to part 3!!!!

  23. kait June 5th, 2009 11:31 pm

    part 3, awaiting with baited breath

  24. Jennifer June 6th, 2009 8:52 am

    I just felt His presence reading the last part of your entry. God truly is amazing!!

  25. Melissa June 6th, 2009 6:12 pm

    I have goosebumps. Literally the hairs on my arms are standing straight up. An angel here on earth. Wow. Thank you for sharing that!

  26. courtney June 12th, 2009 10:46 am

    WOW.

    I don’t know what else to say.

    Hurry up and tell the next part.

    I blogged about your song today “Beautiful girl”. I was just so touched by it.

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